Paroles de Say Goodbye Hollywood
Sayin' goodbye, I'm sayin' good bye to Hollywood
Sayin' goodbye, I'm sayin' good bye to Hollywood
Sayin' goodbye, I'm sayin' good bye to Hollywood
Sayin' goodbye, I'm sayin' good bye to Hollywood
(Hollywood why do I feel this way?)
I thought I had it all figured out, I did, I thought I was tough
enough to stick it out with Kim
but I wasn't tough enough, to juggle two things at once, I found
myself layin' on my knees in cuffs
which should've been a reason enough, for me to get my stuff and just
leave. How come I couldn't see this shit myself?
it's just me, nobody couldn't see the shit I felt, knowin' damn well
she wasn't gonna be there when I fell
to catch me, the minute shit was heated, she just bailed, I'm
standin' here swingin' like thirty people by myself
I couldn't even see the millimeter when it fell, turned around saw
Gary stashin' the heater in his belt
saw the bouncers rush him and beat him to the ground, I just sold two
million records, I don't need to go to jail
I'm not about to lose my freedom over no female, I need to slow down,
get my feet on solid ground
so for now I'm...
I, bury my face in comic books, cus I don't want to look at nothin',
this world's too much, I've swallowed all I could
If I could swallow a bottle of Tylenol I would, and end it for good,
just say goodbye to Hollywood
I probably should, these problems are piling all at once, cus
everything that bothers me, I got it bottled up
I think I'm bottomin' out, but I'm not about to give up, I gotta get
up, thank God, I got a little girl
and I'm a responsible father, so not a lot of good, I'd be to my
daughter, layin' in the bottom of the mud
must be in my blood cus I don't know how I do it, all I know is I
don't want to follow in the footsteps
of my dad, cus I hate him so bad, the worst fear that I had was
growin' up to be like his fuckin' ass
man if you could understand why I am the way that I am, what do I say
to my fans
when I tell 'em (I'm)...
I don't wanna quit, but shit, I feel like this is it, for me to have
this much appeal like this is sick
this is not a game, this fame, in real life this is sick, publicity
stunt my ass, conceal my fuckin' dick
fuck the guns, I'm done, I'll never look at Gats, if I scrap, I'll
scrap like I ain't never whupped some ass
I love my fans, but no one ever puts a grasp on the fact, I've
sacrificed everything I have
I never dreamt I'd get to the level that I'm at, this is wack, this
is more than I ever coulda asked
everywhere I go, a hat, a sweater hood, or mask, what about math, how
come I wasn't ever good at that?
It's like the boy in the bubble, who never could adapt, I'm trapped,
if I could go back, I never woulda rapped
I sold my soul to the devil, I'll never get it back, I just wanna
leave this game with level head intact
Imagine goin' from bein' a no one to seein', everything blow up and
all you did was just grow up mcing
It's fuckin' crazy, cus all I wanted was to give Hailie the life I
never had, but instead I forced us to live alienated
so I'm sayin'...
(Outro)
Goodbye
Goodbye Hollywood (Goodbye)
Please don't cry for me (It's been real)
When I'm gone for good (This shit is not for me)
Goodbye
Goodbye Hollywood (I'm not a fuckin' star)
Please don't cry for me (No way)
When I'm gone for good (I'm goin' back home)